Friday, August 10, 2007

what to say....

yesterday was really a fuck up night.... seriously.... what's wrong with you guys man... the only ppl who are all right is yc, me, grace and my cousin man... wth... forget about my cousin turning a black face on me and told me wo hui gen ni fan nian ru guo ni bu song wo hui jia and she just fucking walk off like that... WOW! thanks... but least she say sorry to me and say she still hate me... but wadever... in that kinda of situation... my mind is only thinking where the fuck is andy's GF and for anyone's sake... she is kinda of drink too much but wadever.... next... that red shirt guy.... wtf... smoke and smoke... NOT FEELING GOOD = SMOKE??? wtf logic is that... then don't wannna talk... make the situation even worse... GRACE WAS THERE and he doesn't even want to talk a single shit... trying to act cool when it's all childish and stuff.... i really don't know what you thinking... so i just ask u to fucking fuck off and send the gals home.... at that point of time... i just want to really slap a lot of ppl... i don't really care if they will beat me up until like i just can't stand or wad... but i just try to keep cool about everything... next the other guy with his gf... u tell me you are a failure??? WTH U THINKING... I TOLD U WHAT ARE BROTHERS FOR... YOU DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AND SAY IT'S OKAY IT'S OKAY... i also don't know what you thinking... i DO NOT HAVE SUPER POWER TO THINK WHAT YOU THINKING OKAY AND YOU WANT ME TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR GF??? I SEE THAT YOU BRO WITH ME SO LONG TIME THEN I HELP YOU OKAY IF IT WAS AT THAT POINT OF TIME I WOULD JUST FUCKING WALK OFF LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN... if u wanna fucking mood swing pls don't ask me to come to pub anymore... and like i always tell u again again like a fucking idiot, pls tell your problems to her... BEING FUCKING QUIET WON'T DO YOU GOOD.... u want a gal frz to work in the pub.... u need to accept everything... SO PLS DON EVER FUCKING COME ASK ME FOR PUB WHEN THINGS ARE LIKE THAT.... pls people... WE ARE 19, u guys don't need a fucking idiot fucker to tell you wad to do or to do this and do that... it kinda of get irritating when ppl have to tell you guys this... so PLS WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND.... always trying to be cool and shit... like i always tell you guys U ARE NOT ME... so pls tell each other your problem when you face one.... it's not as if there is nothing could be done... LEAST WE LISTEN TO EACH OTHER.... COMMUNICATION!!!! u know it reminds me of JS when she told me about miscommunication between us which causes us to break???? SO PLS... I BEG YOU GUYS.... PLS DO SOME SELF REFLECTIONS BEFORE YOU COME BACK AND TALK TO ME AGAIN... U THINK YOU DON'T CARE???? WHEN ACTUALLY DEEP IN YOUR HEART YOU CARE SO MUCH??? COME ON... I'M THE ONE THAT REALLY DON'T REALLY FUCKING CARE ABOUT IT OKAY.... AND DON'T TRYING TO ACT COMPOSED WHEN YOU ARE NOT... THANKS....

anyway thanks YC for footing the bill.... if either of us went off... we will be dead... seriously dead because the bill and taxi was over 100+++ but anyway.... thanks.... and grace if u ever see this.... i really don't know what to say... actually i don need to say anything you u lar hor??? HAHAHAHA... take care yourself huh???? it was really a sucky night.... LOL.... it's over... lets look a head...

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