03 oct 2007

yoo guys...finally...able to meet up all of the standard...but sadly...its nt a tme to be happy about...andy~deepest condolences...hope u take good care of your body as well as your family members okie...they are your close wants...u know the feeling of losing someone close...but nvm...wat comes will comes...what gone...will be gone...right?????so spend the whole day wif andy ytd...since noon...have lunch~after that is pool...n then to funeral...well...i muz say...soka people is so united...SO MANY PEOPLE...coming down...to show their last respect...den after midnight...left wif mi,andy,yc,ch...play mahjong for awhile n den stop...cuz its too tiring i think...ply poker...talk talk...chit chat about gers thing...haha...time reali pass...take a look at watch...its already 4am le...after a while more...ch dad come to fetch us...thanks~but!!!all nearly have a heart attack...LoL!!!....ok don say too much...after that...slack at west mall outside de coffee shop...sit there eat again...haha...till 6+...when all of them reali beh tong le...reach home ard 7+ liao...duno y...cant fall asleep...8+,receive morn call le...talk till about 10+...reali beh tahan liao...n zzzzzzz time...BUT!guess wat...less than 2hrs...i am awake again...omg...is it reali so hard for me to fall asleep...or is my mind destracting mi from having a peaceful slp???well...i reali nt sure about it...sleeping has been hard for me...hope it changes...when my attachment get started on mon 2 weeks from nw...we are nt able to turn back the clock...but we are able to look forward...hope everyone will haf a bright future ahead...for now...
take good care guys...cherish the 1 u loves...

BOO~

daily routine~

so first up,hows guysssssssssss...n their partners~?yc,u r back finally...safely back in 1 piece...so glad...alex?andy?kok?the rest????all haf gone where...i having holidays now...but u guys started school...n we hasnt meet up for so long le...what r u guys busying wif???????for me...has not being doing much...only some mahjong,pool,billard n late night supper n late night chatting...not much liao...so how about u guys?????those who r free...pls bloggggggggggg..thanks alot...n take care all~

I'M BACK!!!!!

lol, was back sinced sat afternoon but dam lazy to post anithing=X e trip was veri fun and turned out better dan i thought it would be....kinda miss laos alrdy=X e food dere is good,e lifestyle veri slow moving and relaxed....so much things to sae but lest u all complain i write compo,i juz write bout e more impt points=) our host in laos is also SG but stayed dere 4 11 yrs alrdy=O his name is peter but we call him e God of Laos cuz he knows bout everything dere and has lots of connections. he's also e God of Sins as he brought some of us to certain discreet places at our requests=O hehe. laos is lik e 70's or 80's of SG but was veri fun over dere=)mixed with e sec sch kids dere and dey are quite open and fun to be wif=)and 1 more thing!e kids dere drink beer like WATER!i was like WTH?dey haf no age restrictions for drinking over dere la....so unfair...=X dere's also no age limit to ride a motorcycle over dere- -i drive e motor without license also= =was quite scared at 1st cuz hear plp sae wad veri dangerous la,accident la so many things...but after awhile ok le nt dat jialat at all=)no photos of e trip since i didnt bring camera along but e memories are gd enuf=)

chong

MISSING

PLEASE COME BACK HOME QUICKLY... TO MSN TO WHATEVER SHIT... WE MISS YOU YC!!!!

in a state of.....blurless?

went to zheng yang hse 4 barbeque to celebrate his passing of his driving 2dae....attendance consisted of anna,angeline,cheryl,yq,royce,cisso,jasson,karrine,tze wen, zheng yang and mi of course!lplayed e game 7 wif dem and sibei suay....or izit my mind nt wif mi...i dunno la but tio 3 times in a row and haf to 1 shot 3 cups of vodka mixed....heng nt pure otherwise i sure drunk(was drinking quite abit of pure baileys b4 dat).....was abit blur after e 3rd cup...went 4 a swim in zheng yang's swimming pool to freshen up......after quite awhile...e guys and anna joined mi in e pool while e rest went hm...during dat time wif dem...anna said dat e guy cindy liked may stead wif her...dunno hw i felt since i was still abit drunk or wadsoever....but reminds mi of e song 最愛還是你 and 你好就好....zheng yang sent us hm in his mother's LEXUS after dat and i tot bout it awhile....i shld wish her e best no matter wad happens...no use clingning on with false hope...trying to convince myself after wishing her e best....maybe i'm still drunk or wad but i wont take it back....

clueless....

went to pub yst wif andy....met da-sao frens and dey were quite friendly...shared cab wif dao-sao and andy on e wae back(errrmmm....hougang,clementi,bukit batok?lik nt on e wae- -)mi and andy had a tok bout mi after we were on e wae 2 clementi.sae i haf to give her suprises and yet be myself...dats totally so new to mi?c'mon i'm clueless bout such things but yet....i'm still in love- -wad to do wad to do...like torturing myself likdat- -so many things to consider yet dun even wan to consider at all,juz wan to sae it all out to endgame and end all dis speculation by myself.......haix

chong

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

first up...happy birthday yc...abit belated arh...but nvm la hor...haf a great day on wed...celebrating yc bday...at his hse...pizza~~drumstick...woooooo...things were normal for this past few days...only thing...maybe can go in army soon...debar list to be out soon...anytime can tio debar liao...can graduate earli...woooo...nvm 4gt abt studies thingy....ohh ya...alex...u shld be on ur way to msia when i post this...bon voyage...take good care...yeah....hope u win the compy...goood luck okie...will miss u too...make sure u know the road home...tts the most important...winning compy anot is not impt...n this want u muz rmb...I WAN PRESENT...kekekekekee....ok la...not much to say anyway...take good care standardz~
BOO~

base on previous post by chong n alex... i shall share with u all my 2 cents...
people change...
n changes cld b drastic..
u r human u haf feelings..
so do the people around u..
u haf no special priviledges jux bcux u think u sld..
n think b4 u do something..

chong statement "accept people for who they are"
i've gt agreement n disagreement to that..
i do agree that we sld accept people for who they are..
thats them, if we r friend we sld like wad is them already n not their fake side..

but wad makes me disagree is nt by the sentence bt by the people itself..
people accept u for who u are then cherish it..
dun take it for granted..
unless u all never xperience b4 being taken for granted..?

change for the better..
if u cant change.. at least try to stay gd..
every1 19 yrs old liaoo...
mux b more mature.. =)
be fine every1..
be fine...

kokKok

bored?

well....juz another boring day dis week= =it's study week which means i nid to study while dere's no class or wadsoever....but do u realli tink i will or can study?= =lost e mood or motivation to study at all since sec sch- -dam!hw am i goin live through e week den?well at least my birthdae iz comin=)wonder wad will happen on dat dae itself?=)hope no clashes of people goin to help mi celebrate though(if dere ever is....maybe wishful tinking=X) been doin nothin lately(as usual- -)
and i still brooding or pinning about her=( wen can i stop it?nw i feel so helpless=X maybe i am crazy bout "her",hope i dun stalk her or wadsoever in e near future=X well enuf of myself alrdy....alex ur post ar.....i understand wad u're saeing but 2 direct alrdy.......we all haf been brothers hw long liao? i juz put dis statement la"Being a friend is to like a person for who they are,even the parts u dont understand.The reasons you like them makes the things you don't understand unimportant. You don't have to understand, or do the same, or live their lives for them. If you truly care for them, then you want them to be who they are; that was why you liked them in the first place." took dis out frm a book since dere is alot of truth in it=) hope u can understand it and put it into action or wad=)

chong

what to say....

yesterday was really a fuck up night.... seriously.... what's wrong with you guys man... the only ppl who are all right is yc, me, grace and my cousin man... wth... forget about my cousin turning a black face on me and told me wo hui gen ni fan nian ru guo ni bu song wo hui jia and she just fucking walk off like that... WOW! thanks... but least she say sorry to me and say she still hate me... but wadever... in that kinda of situation... my mind is only thinking where the fuck is andy's GF and for anyone's sake... she is kinda of drink too much but wadever.... next... that red shirt guy.... wtf... smoke and smoke... NOT FEELING GOOD = SMOKE??? wtf logic is that... then don't wannna talk... make the situation even worse... GRACE WAS THERE and he doesn't even want to talk a single shit... trying to act cool when it's all childish and stuff.... i really don't know what you thinking... so i just ask u to fucking fuck off and send the gals home.... at that point of time... i just want to really slap a lot of ppl... i don't really care if they will beat me up until like i just can't stand or wad... but i just try to keep cool about everything... next the other guy with his gf... u tell me you are a failure??? WTH U THINKING... I TOLD U WHAT ARE BROTHERS FOR... YOU DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AND SAY IT'S OKAY IT'S OKAY... i also don't know what you thinking... i DO NOT HAVE SUPER POWER TO THINK WHAT YOU THINKING OKAY AND YOU WANT ME TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR GF??? I SEE THAT YOU BRO WITH ME SO LONG TIME THEN I HELP YOU OKAY IF IT WAS AT THAT POINT OF TIME I WOULD JUST FUCKING WALK OFF LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN... if u wanna fucking mood swing pls don't ask me to come to pub anymore... and like i always tell u again again like a fucking idiot, pls tell your problems to her... BEING FUCKING QUIET WON'T DO YOU GOOD.... u want a gal frz to work in the pub.... u need to accept everything... SO PLS DON EVER FUCKING COME ASK ME FOR PUB WHEN THINGS ARE LIKE THAT.... pls people... WE ARE 19, u guys don't need a fucking idiot fucker to tell you wad to do or to do this and do that... it kinda of get irritating when ppl have to tell you guys this... so PLS WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND.... always trying to be cool and shit... like i always tell you guys U ARE NOT ME... so pls tell each other your problem when you face one.... it's not as if there is nothing could be done... LEAST WE LISTEN TO EACH OTHER.... COMMUNICATION!!!! u know it reminds me of JS when she told me about miscommunication between us which causes us to break???? SO PLS... I BEG YOU GUYS.... PLS DO SOME SELF REFLECTIONS BEFORE YOU COME BACK AND TALK TO ME AGAIN... U THINK YOU DON'T CARE???? WHEN ACTUALLY DEEP IN YOUR HEART YOU CARE SO MUCH??? COME ON... I'M THE ONE THAT REALLY DON'T REALLY FUCKING CARE ABOUT IT OKAY.... AND DON'T TRYING TO ACT COMPOSED WHEN YOU ARE NOT... THANKS....

anyway thanks YC for footing the bill.... if either of us went off... we will be dead... seriously dead because the bill and taxi was over 100+++ but anyway.... thanks.... and grace if u ever see this.... i really don't know what to say... actually i don need to say anything you u lar hor??? HAHAHAHA... take care yourself huh???? it was really a sucky night.... LOL.... it's over... lets look a head...

another day....

boring boring boring.....yet another boring day- -went for class excursion todae to showflats at reflections and it was quite nice dere.but juz so u noe....1 small 2 room apartment cost bout 1.7m+....- -dam ex sia=Xwell the showflat itself cost 10m i tink,but wth?2 room=1.7m.....like dat i rather still live in my home la......after e excursion gt presentation....for e module dat most people dun go for lecture- -waste my time sia....after presentation go hm also nuthin to do.....juz rot and rot and rot.....man dis life sucks=( i nid SOMEONE!!!!!when will she come?=X haix sae here sae dere also no use....in e end still nid to haf e "feelings" wan....i dunwan a relationship where dere's nothing at all- -but in e end if she's happi den nvm la juz lik 你好就好sang by 霍建华....no use saeing anithing else...


chong

New week~

its the beginning of a new week...believe many have upcoming exam soon~~~so to those having hard time struggling wif exam...jia you jia you okie...well nothing much to post also...been having late sleep...keep pontaning lesson...end up gonna get debar soon...kinda foolish thou...so have to make an effort to go sch everyday le...no choice...don want study means go NS le...sian sian sian...ohh ya...watch 3 movies in a week...muz say...disturbia is the best among the 3 i watch(including alone and vacancy)...been spending quite alot too...so,much start to save up again...for future plans...for holidays???maybe...haha...well...lets count down to my army days...its coming nearer n nearer each day...10months left??who will be the 1 sending me in???i wonder too...but hopefully...can see all my brothers...and the 1 i really like her to be there...will be there too...*pray hard*...n ohh ya bros...its been quite awhile...aft alex birthday...we hasnt seen each other le...all so busy???lets meet up soon...take good care for now...gonna go for bed,having a 8am lesson later on...zhao~~

BOO~

Outings!

wohoo! went party world wif most of e class yst=)but b4 dat...we went "shopping" as in e gals shop while e guys tag along- -dam boring right?+++gt some "class politics" or wad affecting e gals but dun realli noe wad it is- -we can onli guess and noe hu's involved in e matter...tsk gotta take care in wad i sae and do liao- -sad case....todae watched e movie alone 2dae wif anna,cindy and yingqian=) was quite ok la...still prefer shutter den tis movie but c yingqian hum tio dam funni sia...all of them cover ears la,hug their bags(dats yingqian- -) and scream?well nt sure bout e gals but yingqian did sream abit like ahhh??? after movie ended saw kaixin on e way out and she was bugging mi since her fren havent come but heng heng her fren juz nice call sae come liao=)went to far east "shopping" again(well ying qian did look at stuff wif temptation- -) and saw andy and da-sao dere- -super heng hor mi?such a small world- -he ask mi later wan go pub anot but.....haix u shld noe....no $,+ other factors...dun go la=X anna kp imitating yingqian during e movie saeing he's so gay- -but nvm la hu cares?juz funni hehe=)zzzzzzzzz exams coming alrdy and dats so craaaaappppyyyyy.........waste my time and effort(actually i dunno wad effort i put in- -).....can tink of so many things to do lik go out*ahem* and hang out wif e bros=)bloody exams take e life outta mi=X

chong

another day....

boring boring boring.....finished class at 10- -last lesson of jap but c test result dam sians...failed all e test i tink and dats dam crappy=X saw cindy at e busstop and toked to her....shld i give up on her or continue?i juz cant tink of reasons to do either....maybe dats hw it iz=X hopeless mi.... thurs goin kbox wif e whole class i tink at marina i tink- -hope can cheer myself up=(


chong

weekend post~

yet another day pass...week by week...looks like hour only...time really flies...went for a movie ytd night...VACANCY....well...a v nice movie...horror...scary...worth the ticket i muz say...today...went for pool game...4hr of pool...but...now posting here...haven take dinner...haiz...nvm...doesnt matter...u guys take good care la...have exam de den jiayou...haf gf/bf de also jiayou ba~nth much to say for now...zhao~~~

BOO~~

SECOND POST!!!!

WARNING: THIS IS A STRAIGHT TO THE FACE TALK.... IF I OFFEND ANYONE... SO BE IT... WELL THATS ME... BECAUSE I'M FRANK ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT I SAID....

hahaha... ya just wanna talk about how i feel and stuff lar... so much on my mind now don't know where to start also.... hmmm today really a very good day for me lar... really... cause standards and poly frz celebrate b day although is a little cake but the surprise was the really present that i had...

u know... when i come to think about poly... i thought E24R was just another class which i will say hi bye to frzs because of the previous two class during last year.... i total lost touch with some or rather most of them because like ya.... hi bye don't click that kinda of problem.... then here come E24R i once told someone that it's just another pretentious class which i won't be really bothered about because it would be all the same all the way through out poly life.... but what makes be really surprise and changed my view almost totally is the time we spend together.... trying to get together go out as and when we can... eat together.... and there was another person.... we were on the train together and she told me the same thing... like what i see lar... a little more ture frzs in E24R rather then the last two sems where people ya.... not being themselves... E24R are the poeple that i can be more open just a little more or be more comfortable with because of my previous few experience with the two classes back then. however there are times where i can't really stand some people in my class.... only she knows it lar... cause i tell her (like duh!!!) but now i think things are changing because when you get to know the person more you tend to be more forgiving about his/her weak points i guess.... haha... shall i take back my words??? haha actually not... i still don't like but ya.. still forgiving is a virtue... LOL.... thanks E24R... u changed me quite a bit....

now standards... u know what i always tell ah boo.... brother thingy is shit because everyone is on thier own... some got gal frz some jioing gal... where got time... my idea of brotherhood is like strong lar... jio u sure say okay... or at least something like that... or like organizing stuff to do... always hang out... but it turn out to be crap because it seem that everyone is on thier own... i told ah boo many times that those have galfrz sure put galfrz first de then bro forgot liao... actually i still believe that was true.... HAHAHAHA... BUT!!!! what was the best solution to this kind of problem was to bring the gal also... which what kok kok had did... and i get to know a new frz also which is good... and another way to solve the problem was to hack care.... they will come when they want to... that kind.... but yeah i still stick to this kind of stuff.... but what changes was that.... no matter what... the time spend how long or how short doesn't matter because in each and every of our heart know that standard will always try their best to be there for you for now and forever (i hope) LOL.... everyone is changing lar.... andy become more mature and THINKS!!! ah boo ai yo... same same... yc and yx don't know lay... same to me also... KOK KOK also grew alot with galfrz around... u see got gal frz le ah guys starts to think liao LOL!!!! HAHA.... all those singles jia you ba.....

and the birthday thingy... i also don know lar.... i kinda of not use to it really... like i treat people nice(okay if i ever did) but i don't really expect a return or people to treat me back nice which is why i feel so awkward when there is a surprise going on... like ya... haha....

and JS.... hmmm.... i also don know how to say lay... u know.... when u come i was like wah have to send you home liao.... BUT i wasn't kinda of relief when u go home together with ky because i want to sent u home ma... contradicting right???? LOL i also don know lar... everytimes ask me to be with you... like -.- seriously it's not i don't want loh... i think i'm just running away from the problem lar... because it's like better this way... at least i won't hurt someone or something because there is no other way that kinda of feeling would be actually be back again... this is probably a mental suicide like i tell my frz because i just press down the feeling like i'm used to when i like someone or something, trying to get over the thingy... and be fuck up or something like that lar... which is like what ever lar.... thats why probably i got a lot of things to do also... haha.... but anyway.... u find a boy ba i not suitable really.... ;) and i also don know what to say lar.... words are hard to describe... only probably use your feeling ba like i always say.... cause it touches deep down your feelings.... :) and oh one more thing... i want to send u songs lay... nudge me when u free okay??? LOL.... haha!!!!!

AND THANKS ONCE AGAIN!!!!! i think i got a lot of things also haven say finish or forgot to say lar... but ai ya think and think and think also like that....LOL...... take care then.... may everything be smooth sailing for you guys

Happi birthdae ALEX!!!

1st of all,it's alex brithdae todae!so muz wish him a happi birthdae!!gave him a suprise birthdae by goin pandan cc wif cake(boo lure him dere de).well full attendance by e standards and gt yx,ky and js also=) played bb and den boo,andy played wif e cake by....well smearing it on alex face= =well was quite fun to celebrate his brithdae dis wae=)later boo asked layegg come down and eat peanut wif us(andy,yx and mi)= =and in reply to alex post,i smoke nt to CHANGE THINGS.....but rather iz juz i haf no mood la....so i juz smoke lo...seems lik a pointless excuse aniwae but dats wad i feel la....

chong=)

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall for WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... and i so happy lar cause usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :) and today is the day i say a lot of WTH AND CRAZY!!!

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall for WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... and i so ahppy lar cause usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :) and today is the day i say a lot of WTH AND CRAZY!!!

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :)

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :)

happy birthday to our bro ALEX~

well...time pass...we muz say...its alex 19th birthday today le...we haf been for together for quite a number of yrs le...well...have enjoy the time...thou we have bad times too...but whatever it is...let bygones be bygones ba...so that our brohood will stay on forever...right...for now...yc,i wish u will overcome all the obstacle soon...i haf been thru it...its difficult time...i know...but...time will heal every wound...issnt it...hope all will turn back to normal soon...for me...well...nothing much to say...every night is just going out...so that wont haf much time to think about other things as well...jus wanna enjoy more of my life while i still has the time to spend...not much time to be exact...NS is coming real soon le...by the time next yr march come...i should be prepared for everything...which to me is a much bigger stress than having exam...been pon-ing sch v frequently too...hope all this will end school...don wan my last yr to spoil my whole education too(although my education has been spoilt few yrs back...no point regretting it now too...jus look forward...)hope u guys do enjoy the time on our side now...before regretting it as we grow older...when we r in the society world...for this 18yrs...i guess i haf really gone thru alot in life...different from other teenagers i muz say...have happy moments as well as sad moments...since v young...okkk...not much to say le...jus hope everyone will take good care of themselves...as well as people around them...cherish them while u still have the chances...lastly...hope u enjoy your birthday today alex...

boo~

emo?nah

wth???emo?cant stand emoing.....dunno hw plp can emo so long de- -to mi it's so DAM BORING!!!!!ask mi emo 1hr i sure die de=Xbut nvm de la....she dun wan choose cuz scared hurt either of us i tink....next time maybe can try again lo=)

chong

no problem!!!!!

ai ya YC nvm lar.... ai yo relac only... get emo and done with move on... sure got gals one so many out there.... search!!! don't give up okay... JIA YOU :)

thks bros....

wadeva u guys sae it's no use le.....i ask her to tink bout herself but she said she wan life to go back to normal dats all.........she said her decision is veri clear...and dats she won choose either of us since it doesnt do ani of us gd...well nuthin i sae can do anithing though she bent on it=(

chong

come on YC!!!!

YC i know you feeling very down lar... but got anything sure got bros with you here de okay??? don't worry le lar... explain to her that you guys have settled everything... if she don't understand or wad... then sua le loh.... really... cause ah like very what.... never cleanly say from what i see.... just tell her lar... if she don't listen really sua lar okay.... like i say lar... don't be toopid lar..... give up the whole forest for one tree.... is shit.... i know sounds wrong for you... but when the things will come it will come...fate.... call it fate.... u see.... my fate... over le.... andy and kok kok currently... ah boo also haven found but he still seraching not giving up so easily... so you too okay... jia you jia you....

broken.......once again

well.....it's over.....cindy wun tell e guy she like him nor choose between mi and yingqian.....she said she didnt wan to destroy our friendship.....but little did she noe dat i and yq already toked bout it = =dats dam sad right? i mean torturing herself 4 our sake wen we already settled e prob on our own....i dunwan her to do dat but she said she juz wan life to go back to normal....hope everything can go back to normal and it makes her happi.....reassured her dat i'm ok but am i?OMG she thought i and ying qian are actually trying playin a gam to play her out- - WTH.....i nvr play games regarding dis matters.....dam sad dat she tinks dis wae.....

emo
chong
='(

am i evil?.....

so confusing.....kp changing my msn nick to those veri emo kind.....seems like i wan her to noe or wad la......i tink it will hurt her though and i cant bear to c her hurt....=(dammit i dun wan her to wear a cloak of guilt....juz becuz i'm.....evil?selfish?luckily she onli loggin once and i changed part of my nick..........but still feel so.......selfish....i dunwan her to fall in e same pit as i am now........ but yet i wan her ot noe of my condition......kp thinking bout e song shi ni jue ding wo de shang xin and hw it realli applies to mi nw.........but i told her dat in love or relationships, deres no right or wrong.....i cant contradict myself......shld i make another move and ask her out directly?so many options but yet i dunno which to use.........DAM! feel so FRICKING helpless nw..........hate dis feeling

chong=(

something juz dun feel right......

played $44 worth of pool wif e bros yst.....frm 8 all e wae to 2 plus- -.......dats crazy izit?
didnt played well yst at all......maybe cuz of my mood or wad la....but all dis juz seem to be excuses for mi....e bros all sae i emo and ask wad thing la.....told dem but in a "happi" wae la.....dunno y i always do dis....even wen i'm about to haf my heart broken....i still can be "happy" or wad.......seems likes i'm cheating myself....maybe i'm juz putting a false front to let her be happi.....wonder hw long can i hold on....?totally crap....wonder wad my chances are.....

chong

...........get worse and worser

here i am....pouring out my soul again on tis veri blog=X it juz cant get ani better can it?CRAP!!!!!!!!!!juz found out cindy LIKES another guy called eric who crawled out frm dunno which hole....=X juz nice...wad i nid is more complications and competition....ARGGGHHH!!!! makes mi feel so.........much more.................hopeless....i tink i better go sing e song shen ar jiu jiu wo ba by chen xiao chun and if i let u go by westlife- - am i realli dat suay or wad?.........haix..... nvm la...since i **** her, all dat matters is her being happi regardless of my hurt=(........ goin to play pool wif yx,andy and alex later....but dunno still gt mood anot 1st......love,girlfriend and relationship juz dun seem to within my reach....=X


chong

feel so......

told her last night hw i truely felt bout her and hw i tink i am...i told her dat she dun nid to make any obligations, to take her time and wadeva happens i wan her to be happy....wonder hw is she taking it privately nw...suddenly having 2 guys liking her seems hard...seemed ok in sch todae except dat she was nt concentrating in e last 2 hrs....so wanted to ask her hw was she and y wasnt she concentrating through sms but seems silly.....cant she haf a breather frm studies and other stuff and e lecture was so boring as usual....seems weird quiting smoking juz wen i wanted to woo her...seems i'm doing it all 4 her though it's gd 4 mi 2......nw offically havent smoke for lik 4 days le....threw my ciggerettes away on sat or izit sun?forgot already but smoking doesnt seem to haf a hold on mi animore....wonder y did i haf e urge to smoke last time........

chong

last by not the least...

oh well boo ask me to blog when there is time so here i am having so much time and doing nothing... so just blog a bit lar... it's just not so me lar but wadever lar hor... hmmm read the lastest post about YC so YC this is for you!!!!

hmmm i know about the past and stuff and shit... but hey you have already say it's the past already.... don't let the past hinder your way to what you want to do... life is not a shit really( although i always say that) there are sometimes where there are really nice stuff out there that you haven't really discover and that's where you start to unravel it huh... hmmmm jia you for the gal ba... don't always a bit a bit then give up okay... set expectation... expectations that you can reach... you know you are capable of doing very well among our standardz de... really!!! so pls pls try your best... don say try a bit then give up... it's always like that... in life there is always nothing ONCE that is successful you have to try over and over and over agian until one day you win... u know what makes people so strong and undying??? it's thier attitude towards the thing not giving up even the last min... just trying thier best as much as they can and then in the end succeed... even if they don't win don't succeed they will cry get over it and start all over again... once not enough, twice, not enough 1000000000 times till u can do it.... so think about it okay??? i know it's like toopid but ya lar... pls try.... thanks... and pls study for your own sake!!!! u can de!!!!

then others...
boo: ermmm i also don know what to say lar.... we don't have to talk to each other anyway :)

andy: i also don know what to say lar... u happy, bros will happy and hope u and ling will okay loh... ermmm ya thats all lar... ;)

kok kok: you and ky how long liao??? loving hor... lol.... it's nice of u to share songs... i listen to them okay... keep them coming okay!!!!

still got anymore ma.. think no more le lar hor... ME BOO DY KOK YC ya correct 5... LOL...

ermmm personal post.. i think that sometimes (okay not offending anyone) don't try to act as if you know when you don't and ermmm pls don't try to understand when you don't and when you don't have the power to give good advice... i know u wanna help but sometimes yeah... appreciating that part where u wanna help... thanks but no thanks LOL....

JA NE!!! KIYOTSU KETE!!!!!

Once again same old situation.....

wen 4 steamboat wif anna,ying qian,cisso,royce and zheng yang at marina after presentation todae. presentation was nt 2 bad (wore semi- formal since my whole grp was doing so) anna asked wad wad was "FOCUS" and it's realli somewat akward to tell her wad it realli means= = heard a veri interesting gossip dat ying qian also liked cindy on e wae back= = well dats sad and tough luck 4 mi den....seem to remember another almost alike situation but in different circumstances and was like so long long ago......well comfirmed e fact wif ying qian and dun feel anithing much....maybe abit dissapointed or wad la....but maybe i'm so used to it till i already accepted it even b4 i tried..........wtf am i doing?ready to give up even b4 i even try....SHIT man
i realli starting to hate myself....maybe i shld juz kill myself and rid e world of such a useless person....maybe i'll become emo and anti-social soon....i c so many possibilities but i'm scared of failure....maybe dats y i set my expectations so low in my life so dat i wont experience failure again....people expect so much frm mi....yet they dun noe hw i feel inside.........y iz it always dis way?life realli pisses mi off when i face myself.......no mood to do anithing

chong

lols

wow, since everybody started bloggin too, i also shldnt hold back, i andy la ok.. i wonder how u ppl liao, quite some time nvr meet up wif u ppl liao, sorrie ya? still in honey moon period, hope u ppl understand, summoreprojects, so kinda tiring.. but will try to make up time to meet up wif guys ba.. msn we also hardly tok lei, ok la, got but abit nia, while ah boo, lol i tok to him almost every nite /= lols, but enjoy la... hope tat badminton seesssion will be sucessful though. muahah,. but onli few will turn up =( so sad.

schs fine for me so far, so gd, jus alot of project to do headache... i also dono wat to blog about. jus wan every1 to be happy, and our birthdays are comin soon any plans ?! lol. take cares ar.

ciaos
andy

siansation= =

took a taxi to find andy and da-sao at hougang since i haf nothin better to do and it costed 20 bucks= =walked ard and bought some stuff while hearing e 2 lovebirds teasing each other= = later while andy sent da-sao hm, i msg "her" to ask her come down meet mi since she live nearby.......msg till my hand tired....but she refuse to come down and make mi w8 lik dunno hw long la....den andy also another 1...sae reaching in awhile but make mi w8 30min b4 he cab over to tonbang mi back hm. in all another uneventful day la=X

chong

hey mann~~!!! kokky posting..
HOWS EVERY1....???
bz with skol aint it...
ahhaa no exception for me either..
projects n test coming each week..
am stress or wad haha...
we need some gathering to keep ourself together dude haha..
boos hows skol..?
alex hows skol..?
andy hows gf??
yuan chong shows c***y??
HAHAHHA
HOPE EVERY1s fine like i amm...

be fine all..
STANDARDZ WUHUUU

long awaited post??

hmmmm...yst went 2 partyworld wif my poly classmates and chilled out at nydc after dat=)

partyworld ar....was quite fun la,alot of fun things we did and bonding?lol plp usually bond during 1st yr but my class so special yr 2 den start to realli bond= =well juz to state la gt 3 guys and 3 gals 2gether but all no "special relations" e 3 guys was ying qian,"cisso" and well....mi= =
e 3 gals was angeline,cheryl and cindy=) after partyworld we wen 2 FAR EAST PLAZA!! nt FAR EAST SHOPPING CENTRE!! bought a belt dere since my jeans were well....loose= =ate long john 4 dinner and had an exchange of so-called "secrets" and gossips wif e gals(left cindy and cheryl onli) and cheryl's bf came to watch movie wif her while cisso went home= =cindy,ying qian and mi went to nydc to chill=) anna suddenly called ying qian's hp and met us at nydc wif her bf....wen to play a match of dota after dat and anna's bf fetched us hm= =on e way,anna asked mi whether i like cindy anot(of course cindy was nt dere as well as ying qian) i was lik siao....i cant even maintain myself wan mi find a gf?anna said alot of stuff after i replied...(confidential stuff) and realli made mi tink bout "stuff"=X

nw no time to tink liao= =GT TO GO PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chong=)

FRESH UPDATES~~~

last post from this blog was in march...now is already july!!!!its still me doing all the blog...wheres the rest of the other standard5(or standardz)???okok nvm...lets say about thing happening...~andy is having a gf now...sweet sweet couple...hope u 2 stay forever okie...rmb to gif n take...do wat a man should do too...take good care yeah...alex....hmmm...busy with studies...yoyo...piano...don think haf much time for ger la hor!!!!!LoL!!!....alright i know wats on ur mind anyway...nvm don mention anything....kokkok....yeah u n ky already more than a yr long le...well done man...stay tt way forever okie...waiting for ur red bomb soon...haha...BUT AFTER UR NS AT LEAST PLEASE...kekekekekeke.....yc....stop ur game...pls....study well...cherish ur studies....u can de...jiayou~~....yx???alamak tt holy guy...duno wats he being up to now...MAY GOD BLESS HIM ANYWAY...jy???freaking long din c u le...tt tme say will wait for me at pub till i arrive...but when i arrive!!!u r gone le...WTH manz....nvm we will haf the chance to meet...BB!!!!....layegg lei???long time no hear from u too liao...stay long long with toyota la okie...lastly is me???for u to know n for me to find out...take good care all!!!!good luck for studies and relationship...

BROTHER STAY FOREVERS!!!~
BOO signing off~

holidays soon~~~~~

well today is the march of 6 2007 le!guess alot of people already know where they will go...be it JC/poly/ite...anyway all the best to them!!!next upppp...polys are having holiday...left me n layeng ba...both having exam now...sianssssssssssssssssssss la...my exam is on the 12 of march...same day as my sis birthday...after that it will be holiday le....for 5 weeks niaa...sound so long but in fact its damn short la...so are we going to have any plan after 12 of march???chalet???pulau ubin cycling???BBQ???kbox!!!???wahahahahahahah so many activites available...buttt butt buttttttt...no $$$ to be able to do so much things...ohh ya not forgetting...IT show is on this thurs,fri,sat,sun!!!!its been 1 years since my work on it show...how time flies man~~~gonna go down to take a look at memory card...anyone wanna join me???kekek...we shall discuss again tmr or thurs...yeah for now!!!endddd lee....wish kokky n yunny lonng lonnnnnnnnnnng...not forgetting layeng too........lastly wish andy,xin,chong,alex n me....all take care of health...

ah!!! just feel like blogging all of a sudden...

WARNING!!! LONG POST...

oh well, it's been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long time since i blog something like that... like it was last year izzit??? ah boo birthday... lol...
hahaha... ah i'm in school right now listening to some stuff which i didn't really want to... i'm probably being lazy as i had hard time waking up.... YWANZZZZ.... ah... probably brothers are having some exam huh right???? chinese new year's coming... valentine day's coming... haha... whats with that... especially V day... probably it's just another day where couple get together like everyday and guys JIO gals saying "would you be my valentine". ..it's such a pain to see such things maybe when you don't really have any gals/guys around... your heart's going down like lightning strike from the sky.... speedy and scary... not knowing when it will happen again....

friends comes around and goes around.... coming to you leaving from you.... OR izzit me who is running away from people, hiding away from those faces... i wonder who would know me... just like weather that is unpredictable, changing every second...i'm not someone who wants or should i say wouldn't stands out in the crowd... probably just another... another... webby which people scroll and move on because it's not appealing anyway... i couldn't really relate myself to others actually because thats just me... i really envy those who are socially incline... haha... it's doesn't really matter to me anyway...

schools ending... i love it... it's nice being alone but also you get to feel the pain... you know... the pain... and to cure was that small metal rectangular box that produces sound... it's so much of relieve that someone came up with something that sings to you non-stop... what i believe now was that what you gave in won't REALLY be the results that you get SOMETIMES.... i thought sometimes it maybe a very a unreasonable believe but oh well... nevertheless, it's good that ppl like my bro kokkok doing quite well with his galfrz... as someone who is outside thier world, i could really feel that they are deep... so deep that nothing's gonna break them apart... right???? KOKKOK!!!! haha...

and i guess that i had done somethings really wrong... it's like OMG... what to do... what i have said i can't take back... but probably yeah... i wouldn't say anything more... love is out of the topic... i'm too afraid if i were to start talking agian and more mistakes would appear like nobody business... i don't know what to do... it's like none better then guys on street playing gals yeah??? it's shit stuff actaully... but we can't really deny that in live there is so much things that we do and we can't amend it... it's really sad when it's like this.... but well we learn as we go along so maybe we will get use to hurting people and saying sorry.... thats life i guess...

one more issue would being superficial... was i wrong or something but things aren't the same when we were in poly... i still like it secondary school life where there is a clear cut thing of i like you i hate you thingy ( i don't literally mean this way but u catch?) which i really like a lot... we tell each other weakness and stuff like that and we get use to it or try to tell the person to change or something... maybe that secondary school live... just be happy with each other and not talking about them behind thier back or wad so ever shit... it's really saddening and tiring to see such things start to surface and you can't really do something about and you keep on thinking??? and whats the use of thinking... so hack care and live your life and after that, its where you start to get lonely because of this... but well it's already like i don't really care stage so what more can i say...

to think about it... being a good guy or nice guy is really hard.... haha... you tend to drive yourself to the light but it's the darkness which is stopping you from going... so what??? you stuck there like what am i suppose to do kinda of feeling... you know like what spiderman III if you watch the trailer... sometimes super hero need some help too... haha... yeah thats the dilemma you face... so again hack care and be yourself thing again.... LOL... so everything is being yourself in the end because not everyone will hate u and not everyone would like you???? like a phrase i saw

“Keep true, never be ashamed of doing right; decide on what you think is right and stick to it.” – George Eliot

right oh so many phrase i wanna share now... haha.... like this

“Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It’s not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything” – Muhammad Ali

“Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle; love is a war; love is a growing-up” – James Baldwin

and lastly

"I am not interested in the truth outside me. What is important to me is the truth in me." Stanislavsky.

OMG so shit all this... thats all i have shout out too.... oh yeah for those who read this... really appreciate u cause it's really long.... and to my brothers... long time no see.... LOL.... hope u guys are doing well....

chinese new year!!!

hohohohohohoho...chinese new year is coming!!!!~~~wish everybody a happy chinese new year in advance...those in couple will stay couple those stay single hopefully will find a partner okie,alex,me,andy,yc,yx!!!wahahahahahahha...the rest...er ermmm...xin fu~~find 1 day allllllll can go out together pls pls pls!!!take care all bros/sis!!!cyaaaaaaaaaaaa~