clueless....

went to pub yst wif andy....met da-sao frens and dey were quite friendly...shared cab wif dao-sao and andy on e wae back(errrmmm....hougang,clementi,bukit batok?lik nt on e wae- -)mi and andy had a tok bout mi after we were on e wae 2 clementi.sae i haf to give her suprises and yet be myself...dats totally so new to mi?c'mon i'm clueless bout such things but yet....i'm still in love- -wad to do wad to do...like torturing myself likdat- -so many things to consider yet dun even wan to consider at all,juz wan to sae it all out to endgame and end all dis speculation by myself.......haix

chong

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

first up...happy birthday yc...abit belated arh...but nvm la hor...haf a great day on wed...celebrating yc bday...at his hse...pizza~~drumstick...woooooo...things were normal for this past few days...only thing...maybe can go in army soon...debar list to be out soon...anytime can tio debar liao...can graduate earli...woooo...nvm 4gt abt studies thingy....ohh ya...alex...u shld be on ur way to msia when i post this...bon voyage...take good care...yeah....hope u win the compy...goood luck okie...will miss u too...make sure u know the road home...tts the most important...winning compy anot is not impt...n this want u muz rmb...I WAN PRESENT...kekekekekee....ok la...not much to say anyway...take good care standardz~
BOO~

base on previous post by chong n alex... i shall share with u all my 2 cents...
people change...
n changes cld b drastic..
u r human u haf feelings..
so do the people around u..
u haf no special priviledges jux bcux u think u sld..
n think b4 u do something..

chong statement "accept people for who they are"
i've gt agreement n disagreement to that..
i do agree that we sld accept people for who they are..
thats them, if we r friend we sld like wad is them already n not their fake side..

but wad makes me disagree is nt by the sentence bt by the people itself..
people accept u for who u are then cherish it..
dun take it for granted..
unless u all never xperience b4 being taken for granted..?

change for the better..
if u cant change.. at least try to stay gd..
every1 19 yrs old liaoo...
mux b more mature.. =)
be fine every1..
be fine...

kokKok

bored?

well....juz another boring day dis week= =it's study week which means i nid to study while dere's no class or wadsoever....but do u realli tink i will or can study?= =lost e mood or motivation to study at all since sec sch- -dam!hw am i goin live through e week den?well at least my birthdae iz comin=)wonder wad will happen on dat dae itself?=)hope no clashes of people goin to help mi celebrate though(if dere ever is....maybe wishful tinking=X) been doin nothin lately(as usual- -)
and i still brooding or pinning about her=( wen can i stop it?nw i feel so helpless=X maybe i am crazy bout "her",hope i dun stalk her or wadsoever in e near future=X well enuf of myself alrdy....alex ur post ar.....i understand wad u're saeing but 2 direct alrdy.......we all haf been brothers hw long liao? i juz put dis statement la"Being a friend is to like a person for who they are,even the parts u dont understand.The reasons you like them makes the things you don't understand unimportant. You don't have to understand, or do the same, or live their lives for them. If you truly care for them, then you want them to be who they are; that was why you liked them in the first place." took dis out frm a book since dere is alot of truth in it=) hope u can understand it and put it into action or wad=)

chong

what to say....

yesterday was really a fuck up night.... seriously.... what's wrong with you guys man... the only ppl who are all right is yc, me, grace and my cousin man... wth... forget about my cousin turning a black face on me and told me wo hui gen ni fan nian ru guo ni bu song wo hui jia and she just fucking walk off like that... WOW! thanks... but least she say sorry to me and say she still hate me... but wadever... in that kinda of situation... my mind is only thinking where the fuck is andy's GF and for anyone's sake... she is kinda of drink too much but wadever.... next... that red shirt guy.... wtf... smoke and smoke... NOT FEELING GOOD = SMOKE??? wtf logic is that... then don't wannna talk... make the situation even worse... GRACE WAS THERE and he doesn't even want to talk a single shit... trying to act cool when it's all childish and stuff.... i really don't know what you thinking... so i just ask u to fucking fuck off and send the gals home.... at that point of time... i just want to really slap a lot of ppl... i don't really care if they will beat me up until like i just can't stand or wad... but i just try to keep cool about everything... next the other guy with his gf... u tell me you are a failure??? WTH U THINKING... I TOLD U WHAT ARE BROTHERS FOR... YOU DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AND SAY IT'S OKAY IT'S OKAY... i also don't know what you thinking... i DO NOT HAVE SUPER POWER TO THINK WHAT YOU THINKING OKAY AND YOU WANT ME TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR GF??? I SEE THAT YOU BRO WITH ME SO LONG TIME THEN I HELP YOU OKAY IF IT WAS AT THAT POINT OF TIME I WOULD JUST FUCKING WALK OFF LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN... if u wanna fucking mood swing pls don't ask me to come to pub anymore... and like i always tell u again again like a fucking idiot, pls tell your problems to her... BEING FUCKING QUIET WON'T DO YOU GOOD.... u want a gal frz to work in the pub.... u need to accept everything... SO PLS DON EVER FUCKING COME ASK ME FOR PUB WHEN THINGS ARE LIKE THAT.... pls people... WE ARE 19, u guys don't need a fucking idiot fucker to tell you wad to do or to do this and do that... it kinda of get irritating when ppl have to tell you guys this... so PLS WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND.... always trying to be cool and shit... like i always tell you guys U ARE NOT ME... so pls tell each other your problem when you face one.... it's not as if there is nothing could be done... LEAST WE LISTEN TO EACH OTHER.... COMMUNICATION!!!! u know it reminds me of JS when she told me about miscommunication between us which causes us to break???? SO PLS... I BEG YOU GUYS.... PLS DO SOME SELF REFLECTIONS BEFORE YOU COME BACK AND TALK TO ME AGAIN... U THINK YOU DON'T CARE???? WHEN ACTUALLY DEEP IN YOUR HEART YOU CARE SO MUCH??? COME ON... I'M THE ONE THAT REALLY DON'T REALLY FUCKING CARE ABOUT IT OKAY.... AND DON'T TRYING TO ACT COMPOSED WHEN YOU ARE NOT... THANKS....

anyway thanks YC for footing the bill.... if either of us went off... we will be dead... seriously dead because the bill and taxi was over 100+++ but anyway.... thanks.... and grace if u ever see this.... i really don't know what to say... actually i don need to say anything you u lar hor??? HAHAHAHA... take care yourself huh???? it was really a sucky night.... LOL.... it's over... lets look a head...

another day....

boring boring boring.....yet another boring day- -went for class excursion todae to showflats at reflections and it was quite nice dere.but juz so u noe....1 small 2 room apartment cost bout 1.7m+....- -dam ex sia=Xwell the showflat itself cost 10m i tink,but wth?2 room=1.7m.....like dat i rather still live in my home la......after e excursion gt presentation....for e module dat most people dun go for lecture- -waste my time sia....after presentation go hm also nuthin to do.....juz rot and rot and rot.....man dis life sucks=( i nid SOMEONE!!!!!when will she come?=X haix sae here sae dere also no use....in e end still nid to haf e "feelings" wan....i dunwan a relationship where dere's nothing at all- -but in e end if she's happi den nvm la juz lik 你好就好sang by 霍建华....no use saeing anithing else...


chong

New week~

its the beginning of a new week...believe many have upcoming exam soon~~~so to those having hard time struggling wif exam...jia you jia you okie...well nothing much to post also...been having late sleep...keep pontaning lesson...end up gonna get debar soon...kinda foolish thou...so have to make an effort to go sch everyday le...no choice...don want study means go NS le...sian sian sian...ohh ya...watch 3 movies in a week...muz say...disturbia is the best among the 3 i watch(including alone and vacancy)...been spending quite alot too...so,much start to save up again...for future plans...for holidays???maybe...haha...well...lets count down to my army days...its coming nearer n nearer each day...10months left??who will be the 1 sending me in???i wonder too...but hopefully...can see all my brothers...and the 1 i really like her to be there...will be there too...*pray hard*...n ohh ya bros...its been quite awhile...aft alex birthday...we hasnt seen each other le...all so busy???lets meet up soon...take good care for now...gonna go for bed,having a 8am lesson later on...zhao~~

BOO~

Outings!

wohoo! went party world wif most of e class yst=)but b4 dat...we went "shopping" as in e gals shop while e guys tag along- -dam boring right?+++gt some "class politics" or wad affecting e gals but dun realli noe wad it is- -we can onli guess and noe hu's involved in e matter...tsk gotta take care in wad i sae and do liao- -sad case....todae watched e movie alone 2dae wif anna,cindy and yingqian=) was quite ok la...still prefer shutter den tis movie but c yingqian hum tio dam funni sia...all of them cover ears la,hug their bags(dats yingqian- -) and scream?well nt sure bout e gals but yingqian did sream abit like ahhh??? after movie ended saw kaixin on e way out and she was bugging mi since her fren havent come but heng heng her fren juz nice call sae come liao=)went to far east "shopping" again(well ying qian did look at stuff wif temptation- -) and saw andy and da-sao dere- -super heng hor mi?such a small world- -he ask mi later wan go pub anot but.....haix u shld noe....no $,+ other factors...dun go la=X anna kp imitating yingqian during e movie saeing he's so gay- -but nvm la hu cares?juz funni hehe=)zzzzzzzzz exams coming alrdy and dats so craaaaappppyyyyy.........waste my time and effort(actually i dunno wad effort i put in- -).....can tink of so many things to do lik go out*ahem* and hang out wif e bros=)bloody exams take e life outta mi=X

chong