Monday, July 30, 2007

another day....

boring boring boring.....finished class at 10- -last lesson of jap but c test result dam sians...failed all e test i tink and dats dam crappy=X saw cindy at e busstop and toked to her....shld i give up on her or continue?i juz cant tink of reasons to do either....maybe dats hw it iz=X hopeless mi.... thurs goin kbox wif e whole class i tink at marina i tink- -hope can cheer myself up=(


chong

Saturday, July 28, 2007

weekend post~

yet another day pass...week by week...looks like hour only...time really flies...went for a movie ytd night...VACANCY....well...a v nice movie...horror...scary...worth the ticket i muz say...today...went for pool game...4hr of pool...but...now posting here...haven take dinner...haiz...nvm...doesnt matter...u guys take good care la...have exam de den jiayou...haf gf/bf de also jiayou ba~nth much to say for now...zhao~~~

BOO~~

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

SECOND POST!!!!

WARNING: THIS IS A STRAIGHT TO THE FACE TALK.... IF I OFFEND ANYONE... SO BE IT... WELL THATS ME... BECAUSE I'M FRANK ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT I SAID....

hahaha... ya just wanna talk about how i feel and stuff lar... so much on my mind now don't know where to start also.... hmmm today really a very good day for me lar... really... cause standards and poly frz celebrate b day although is a little cake but the surprise was the really present that i had...

u know... when i come to think about poly... i thought E24R was just another class which i will say hi bye to frzs because of the previous two class during last year.... i total lost touch with some or rather most of them because like ya.... hi bye don't click that kinda of problem.... then here come E24R i once told someone that it's just another pretentious class which i won't be really bothered about because it would be all the same all the way through out poly life.... but what makes be really surprise and changed my view almost totally is the time we spend together.... trying to get together go out as and when we can... eat together.... and there was another person.... we were on the train together and she told me the same thing... like what i see lar... a little more ture frzs in E24R rather then the last two sems where people ya.... not being themselves... E24R are the poeple that i can be more open just a little more or be more comfortable with because of my previous few experience with the two classes back then. however there are times where i can't really stand some people in my class.... only she knows it lar... cause i tell her (like duh!!!) but now i think things are changing because when you get to know the person more you tend to be more forgiving about his/her weak points i guess.... haha... shall i take back my words??? haha actually not... i still don't like but ya.. still forgiving is a virtue... LOL.... thanks E24R... u changed me quite a bit....

now standards... u know what i always tell ah boo.... brother thingy is shit because everyone is on thier own... some got gal frz some jioing gal... where got time... my idea of brotherhood is like strong lar... jio u sure say okay... or at least something like that... or like organizing stuff to do... always hang out... but it turn out to be crap because it seem that everyone is on thier own... i told ah boo many times that those have galfrz sure put galfrz first de then bro forgot liao... actually i still believe that was true.... HAHAHAHA... BUT!!!! what was the best solution to this kind of problem was to bring the gal also... which what kok kok had did... and i get to know a new frz also which is good... and another way to solve the problem was to hack care.... they will come when they want to... that kind.... but yeah i still stick to this kind of stuff.... but what changes was that.... no matter what... the time spend how long or how short doesn't matter because in each and every of our heart know that standard will always try their best to be there for you for now and forever (i hope) LOL.... everyone is changing lar.... andy become more mature and THINKS!!! ah boo ai yo... same same... yc and yx don't know lay... same to me also... KOK KOK also grew alot with galfrz around... u see got gal frz le ah guys starts to think liao LOL!!!! HAHA.... all those singles jia you ba.....

and the birthday thingy... i also don know lar.... i kinda of not use to it really... like i treat people nice(okay if i ever did) but i don't really expect a return or people to treat me back nice which is why i feel so awkward when there is a surprise going on... like ya... haha....

and JS.... hmmm.... i also don know how to say lay... u know.... when u come i was like wah have to send you home liao.... BUT i wasn't kinda of relief when u go home together with ky because i want to sent u home ma... contradicting right???? LOL i also don know lar... everytimes ask me to be with you... like -.- seriously it's not i don't want loh... i think i'm just running away from the problem lar... because it's like better this way... at least i won't hurt someone or something because there is no other way that kinda of feeling would be actually be back again... this is probably a mental suicide like i tell my frz because i just press down the feeling like i'm used to when i like someone or something, trying to get over the thingy... and be fuck up or something like that lar... which is like what ever lar.... thats why probably i got a lot of things to do also... haha.... but anyway.... u find a boy ba i not suitable really.... ;) and i also don know what to say lar.... words are hard to describe... only probably use your feeling ba like i always say.... cause it touches deep down your feelings.... :) and oh one more thing... i want to send u songs lay... nudge me when u free okay??? LOL.... haha!!!!!

AND THANKS ONCE AGAIN!!!!! i think i got a lot of things also haven say finish or forgot to say lar... but ai ya think and think and think also like that....LOL...... take care then.... may everything be smooth sailing for you guys

Happi birthdae ALEX!!!

1st of all,it's alex brithdae todae!so muz wish him a happi birthdae!!gave him a suprise birthdae by goin pandan cc wif cake(boo lure him dere de).well full attendance by e standards and gt yx,ky and js also=) played bb and den boo,andy played wif e cake by....well smearing it on alex face= =well was quite fun to celebrate his brithdae dis wae=)later boo asked layegg come down and eat peanut wif us(andy,yx and mi)= =and in reply to alex post,i smoke nt to CHANGE THINGS.....but rather iz juz i haf no mood la....so i juz smoke lo...seems lik a pointless excuse aniwae but dats wad i feel la....

chong=)

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall for WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... and i so happy lar cause usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :) and today is the day i say a lot of WTH AND CRAZY!!!

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall for WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... and i so ahppy lar cause usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :) and today is the day i say a lot of WTH AND CRAZY!!!

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :)

WAH!!!!!! really lots to say this time... double POST!!! THANK YOU SESSIONS first

HMMMMMM what to say first... so much on my mind now.... lol okay lets start with POLY then we will go a long ba....

POLY.... hmmm really surprise at TRCC cause i actually fall WAHEDAH'S WORDS!!!! she say eh alex black out nia... LOL then i like huh really meh... then i see dark dark... then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU song start coming... i was like WTH... really so pai seh lar.... i'm really touch by what they do lar... cause i was really shock when the room was dark and stuff and yeah... u know.... it's like so mix of feeling during that few mins... LOL.... really want to thank the whole class of E24R

justin
ah jon
ah jo
ah jen a.k.a ah nell (LOL)
DA JIE
ven
GAN JIE
wahedah
yasmin
nic
ryan a.k.a LION
sha ME ME
tim
Ah LING
Naq
prada

wah i can't really think anymore lar... all of E24R people really thanks!!! sorry those that i missed out... u know!!! really really thanks a lot!!! thanks thanks thanks!!!!! and thanks for the CAKE ALSO!!!!! the ball ball on the cake can eat lar... -.-

now come to standardzzzzzzzzzz

wah... ah boo good loh... trick me come down b ball.... force me come down some more... than suddenly i ask me play shooting games then say lose treat drink.... then i okay loh... then suddenly yc and yx come... i like wah... okay okay.... i so happy lar... they come... play b ball.... then andy, js, kok kok, ky come.... WITH CAKE SOME MORE!!!! then i so shock lar... then still got so many people playing b ball... then sing b day song for me.... LOL like super pai seh again.... LOL.... then some more at b ball court with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many people.... usually no people one lay... today suay... but first time like choir like that... everyone singing LOL.... thanks b ball PPL!!!!(though they won't see but anywayzzzzzz) haizzz i really no words to describe man when it comes.... LOL but shout outs!!!!!

AH BOO: eh bro like you say telepathy... we know de... thanks!!!!
ANDY: i think that you are more mature now... LOL... jia you with gal thanks!!!
YC: YOU!!! STOP SMOKING!!!! things won't change even u SMOKE!!! thanks anyway ;)
YX: may amen be with you!!! don't try cleansing me with AMEN... told u b4 i anti christ LOL!!! but thanks for coming!!!!!!
KOK KOK: ai yo take care yourself okay... jia you with ky 13 months and still going strong!!! thanks!!!!!
KY: thanks for taking care kok kok... LOL only he listen u LOL... thanks also!!!! come all the way down!!!!
JS: wah... andy told me half an hour talk to ask u come down...LOL.... thanks really a lot!!!! the b ball i will keep... i won't play... LOL... i see everyday okay??? LOL

thats about all ba... and all the ppl who wish me also thanks!!!!

i had a really touch day and really today sincerely superly is a happy day for me.... but ya.. things are going to go off like half an hour from now... but ya... i will remember de... now for second post!!! got time then read ba :)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

happy birthday to our bro ALEX~

well...time pass...we muz say...its alex 19th birthday today le...we haf been for together for quite a number of yrs le...well...have enjoy the time...thou we have bad times too...but whatever it is...let bygones be bygones ba...so that our brohood will stay on forever...right...for now...yc,i wish u will overcome all the obstacle soon...i haf been thru it...its difficult time...i know...but...time will heal every wound...issnt it...hope all will turn back to normal soon...for me...well...nothing much to say...every night is just going out...so that wont haf much time to think about other things as well...jus wanna enjoy more of my life while i still has the time to spend...not much time to be exact...NS is coming real soon le...by the time next yr march come...i should be prepared for everything...which to me is a much bigger stress than having exam...been pon-ing sch v frequently too...hope all this will end school...don wan my last yr to spoil my whole education too(although my education has been spoilt few yrs back...no point regretting it now too...jus look forward...)hope u guys do enjoy the time on our side now...before regretting it as we grow older...when we r in the society world...for this 18yrs...i guess i haf really gone thru alot in life...different from other teenagers i muz say...have happy moments as well as sad moments...since v young...okkk...not much to say le...jus hope everyone will take good care of themselves...as well as people around them...cherish them while u still have the chances...lastly...hope u enjoy your birthday today alex...

boo~

Monday, July 23, 2007

emo?nah

wth???emo?cant stand emoing.....dunno hw plp can emo so long de- -to mi it's so DAM BORING!!!!!ask mi emo 1hr i sure die de=Xbut nvm de la....she dun wan choose cuz scared hurt either of us i tink....next time maybe can try again lo=)

chong

no problem!!!!!

ai ya YC nvm lar.... ai yo relac only... get emo and done with move on... sure got gals one so many out there.... search!!! don't give up okay... JIA YOU :)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

thks bros....

wadeva u guys sae it's no use le.....i ask her to tink bout herself but she said she wan life to go back to normal dats all.........she said her decision is veri clear...and dats she won choose either of us since it doesnt do ani of us gd...well nuthin i sae can do anithing though she bent on it=(

chong

come on YC!!!!

YC i know you feeling very down lar... but got anything sure got bros with you here de okay??? don't worry le lar... explain to her that you guys have settled everything... if she don't understand or wad... then sua le loh.... really... cause ah like very what.... never cleanly say from what i see.... just tell her lar... if she don't listen really sua lar okay.... like i say lar... don't be toopid lar..... give up the whole forest for one tree.... is shit.... i know sounds wrong for you... but when the things will come it will come...fate.... call it fate.... u see.... my fate... over le.... andy and kok kok currently... ah boo also haven found but he still seraching not giving up so easily... so you too okay... jia you jia you....

broken.......once again

well.....it's over.....cindy wun tell e guy she like him nor choose between mi and yingqian.....she said she didnt wan to destroy our friendship.....but little did she noe dat i and yq already toked bout it = =dats dam sad right? i mean torturing herself 4 our sake wen we already settled e prob on our own....i dunwan her to do dat but she said she juz wan life to go back to normal....hope everything can go back to normal and it makes her happi.....reassured her dat i'm ok but am i?OMG she thought i and ying qian are actually trying playin a gam to play her out- - WTH.....i nvr play games regarding dis matters.....dam sad dat she tinks dis wae.....

emo
chong
='(

Saturday, July 21, 2007

am i evil?.....

so confusing.....kp changing my msn nick to those veri emo kind.....seems like i wan her to noe or wad la......i tink it will hurt her though and i cant bear to c her hurt....=(dammit i dun wan her to wear a cloak of guilt....juz becuz i'm.....evil?selfish?luckily she onli loggin once and i changed part of my nick..........but still feel so.......selfish....i dunwan her to fall in e same pit as i am now........ but yet i wan her ot noe of my condition......kp thinking bout e song shi ni jue ding wo de shang xin and hw it realli applies to mi nw.........but i told her dat in love or relationships, deres no right or wrong.....i cant contradict myself......shld i make another move and ask her out directly?so many options but yet i dunno which to use.........DAM! feel so FRICKING helpless nw..........hate dis feeling

chong=(

Friday, July 20, 2007

something juz dun feel right......

played $44 worth of pool wif e bros yst.....frm 8 all e wae to 2 plus- -.......dats crazy izit?
didnt played well yst at all......maybe cuz of my mood or wad la....but all dis juz seem to be excuses for mi....e bros all sae i emo and ask wad thing la.....told dem but in a "happi" wae la.....dunno y i always do dis....even wen i'm about to haf my heart broken....i still can be "happy" or wad.......seems likes i'm cheating myself....maybe i'm juz putting a false front to let her be happi.....wonder hw long can i hold on....?totally crap....wonder wad my chances are.....

chong

...........get worse and worser

here i am....pouring out my soul again on tis veri blog=X it juz cant get ani better can it?CRAP!!!!!!!!!!juz found out cindy LIKES another guy called eric who crawled out frm dunno which hole....=X juz nice...wad i nid is more complications and competition....ARGGGHHH!!!! makes mi feel so.........much more.................hopeless....i tink i better go sing e song shen ar jiu jiu wo ba by chen xiao chun and if i let u go by westlife- - am i realli dat suay or wad?.........haix..... nvm la...since i **** her, all dat matters is her being happi regardless of my hurt=(........ goin to play pool wif yx,andy and alex later....but dunno still gt mood anot 1st......love,girlfriend and relationship juz dun seem to within my reach....=X


chong

Thursday, July 19, 2007

feel so......

told her last night hw i truely felt bout her and hw i tink i am...i told her dat she dun nid to make any obligations, to take her time and wadeva happens i wan her to be happy....wonder hw is she taking it privately nw...suddenly having 2 guys liking her seems hard...seemed ok in sch todae except dat she was nt concentrating in e last 2 hrs....so wanted to ask her hw was she and y wasnt she concentrating through sms but seems silly.....cant she haf a breather frm studies and other stuff and e lecture was so boring as usual....seems weird quiting smoking juz wen i wanted to woo her...seems i'm doing it all 4 her though it's gd 4 mi 2......nw offically havent smoke for lik 4 days le....threw my ciggerettes away on sat or izit sun?forgot already but smoking doesnt seem to haf a hold on mi animore....wonder y did i haf e urge to smoke last time........

chong

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

last by not the least...

oh well boo ask me to blog when there is time so here i am having so much time and doing nothing... so just blog a bit lar... it's just not so me lar but wadever lar hor... hmmm read the lastest post about YC so YC this is for you!!!!

hmmm i know about the past and stuff and shit... but hey you have already say it's the past already.... don't let the past hinder your way to what you want to do... life is not a shit really( although i always say that) there are sometimes where there are really nice stuff out there that you haven't really discover and that's where you start to unravel it huh... hmmmm jia you for the gal ba... don't always a bit a bit then give up okay... set expectation... expectations that you can reach... you know you are capable of doing very well among our standardz de... really!!! so pls pls try your best... don say try a bit then give up... it's always like that... in life there is always nothing ONCE that is successful you have to try over and over and over agian until one day you win... u know what makes people so strong and undying??? it's thier attitude towards the thing not giving up even the last min... just trying thier best as much as they can and then in the end succeed... even if they don't win don't succeed they will cry get over it and start all over again... once not enough, twice, not enough 1000000000 times till u can do it.... so think about it okay??? i know it's like toopid but ya lar... pls try.... thanks... and pls study for your own sake!!!! u can de!!!!

then others...
boo: ermmm i also don know what to say lar.... we don't have to talk to each other anyway :)

andy: i also don know what to say lar... u happy, bros will happy and hope u and ling will okay loh... ermmm ya thats all lar... ;)

kok kok: you and ky how long liao??? loving hor... lol.... it's nice of u to share songs... i listen to them okay... keep them coming okay!!!!

still got anymore ma.. think no more le lar hor... ME BOO DY KOK YC ya correct 5... LOL...

ermmm personal post.. i think that sometimes (okay not offending anyone) don't try to act as if you know when you don't and ermmm pls don't try to understand when you don't and when you don't have the power to give good advice... i know u wanna help but sometimes yeah... appreciating that part where u wanna help... thanks but no thanks LOL....

JA NE!!! KIYOTSU KETE!!!!!

Once again same old situation.....

wen 4 steamboat wif anna,ying qian,cisso,royce and zheng yang at marina after presentation todae. presentation was nt 2 bad (wore semi- formal since my whole grp was doing so) anna asked wad wad was "FOCUS" and it's realli somewat akward to tell her wad it realli means= = heard a veri interesting gossip dat ying qian also liked cindy on e wae back= = well dats sad and tough luck 4 mi den....seem to remember another almost alike situation but in different circumstances and was like so long long ago......well comfirmed e fact wif ying qian and dun feel anithing much....maybe abit dissapointed or wad la....but maybe i'm so used to it till i already accepted it even b4 i tried..........wtf am i doing?ready to give up even b4 i even try....SHIT man
i realli starting to hate myself....maybe i shld juz kill myself and rid e world of such a useless person....maybe i'll become emo and anti-social soon....i c so many possibilities but i'm scared of failure....maybe dats y i set my expectations so low in my life so dat i wont experience failure again....people expect so much frm mi....yet they dun noe hw i feel inside.........y iz it always dis way?life realli pisses mi off when i face myself.......no mood to do anithing

chong

Monday, July 16, 2007

lols

wow, since everybody started bloggin too, i also shldnt hold back, i andy la ok.. i wonder how u ppl liao, quite some time nvr meet up wif u ppl liao, sorrie ya? still in honey moon period, hope u ppl understand, summoreprojects, so kinda tiring.. but will try to make up time to meet up wif guys ba.. msn we also hardly tok lei, ok la, got but abit nia, while ah boo, lol i tok to him almost every nite /= lols, but enjoy la... hope tat badminton seesssion will be sucessful though. muahah,. but onli few will turn up =( so sad.

schs fine for me so far, so gd, jus alot of project to do headache... i also dono wat to blog about. jus wan every1 to be happy, and our birthdays are comin soon any plans ?! lol. take cares ar.

ciaos
andy

siansation= =

took a taxi to find andy and da-sao at hougang since i haf nothin better to do and it costed 20 bucks= =walked ard and bought some stuff while hearing e 2 lovebirds teasing each other= = later while andy sent da-sao hm, i msg "her" to ask her come down meet mi since she live nearby.......msg till my hand tired....but she refuse to come down and make mi w8 lik dunno hw long la....den andy also another 1...sae reaching in awhile but make mi w8 30min b4 he cab over to tonbang mi back hm. in all another uneventful day la=X

chong

Sunday, July 15, 2007

hey mann~~!!! kokky posting..
HOWS EVERY1....???
bz with skol aint it...
ahhaa no exception for me either..
projects n test coming each week..
am stress or wad haha...
we need some gathering to keep ourself together dude haha..
boos hows skol..?
alex hows skol..?
andy hows gf??
yuan chong shows c***y??
HAHAHHA
HOPE EVERY1s fine like i amm...

be fine all..
STANDARDZ WUHUUU

long awaited post??

hmmmm...yst went 2 partyworld wif my poly classmates and chilled out at nydc after dat=)

partyworld ar....was quite fun la,alot of fun things we did and bonding?lol plp usually bond during 1st yr but my class so special yr 2 den start to realli bond= =well juz to state la gt 3 guys and 3 gals 2gether but all no "special relations" e 3 guys was ying qian,"cisso" and well....mi= =
e 3 gals was angeline,cheryl and cindy=) after partyworld we wen 2 FAR EAST PLAZA!! nt FAR EAST SHOPPING CENTRE!! bought a belt dere since my jeans were well....loose= =ate long john 4 dinner and had an exchange of so-called "secrets" and gossips wif e gals(left cindy and cheryl onli) and cheryl's bf came to watch movie wif her while cisso went home= =cindy,ying qian and mi went to nydc to chill=) anna suddenly called ying qian's hp and met us at nydc wif her bf....wen to play a match of dota after dat and anna's bf fetched us hm= =on e way,anna asked mi whether i like cindy anot(of course cindy was nt dere as well as ying qian) i was lik siao....i cant even maintain myself wan mi find a gf?anna said alot of stuff after i replied...(confidential stuff) and realli made mi tink bout "stuff"=X

nw no time to tink liao= =GT TO GO PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chong=)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

FRESH UPDATES~~~

last post from this blog was in march...now is already july!!!!its still me doing all the blog...wheres the rest of the other standard5(or standardz)???okok nvm...lets say about thing happening...~andy is having a gf now...sweet sweet couple...hope u 2 stay forever okie...rmb to gif n take...do wat a man should do too...take good care yeah...alex....hmmm...busy with studies...yoyo...piano...don think haf much time for ger la hor!!!!!LoL!!!....alright i know wats on ur mind anyway...nvm don mention anything....kokkok....yeah u n ky already more than a yr long le...well done man...stay tt way forever okie...waiting for ur red bomb soon...haha...BUT AFTER UR NS AT LEAST PLEASE...kekekekekeke.....yc....stop ur game...pls....study well...cherish ur studies....u can de...jiayou~~....yx???alamak tt holy guy...duno wats he being up to now...MAY GOD BLESS HIM ANYWAY...jy???freaking long din c u le...tt tme say will wait for me at pub till i arrive...but when i arrive!!!u r gone le...WTH manz....nvm we will haf the chance to meet...BB!!!!....layegg lei???long time no hear from u too liao...stay long long with toyota la okie...lastly is me???for u to know n for me to find out...take good care all!!!!good luck for studies and relationship...

BROTHER STAY FOREVERS!!!~
BOO signing off~