so confusing.....kp changing my msn nick to those veri emo kind.....seems like i wan her to noe or wad la......i tink it will hurt her though and i cant bear to c her hurt....=(dammit i dun wan her to wear a cloak of guilt....juz becuz i'm.....evil?selfish?luckily she onli loggin once and i changed part of my nick..........but still feel so.......selfish....i dunwan her to fall in e same pit as i am now........ but yet i wan her ot noe of my condition......kp thinking bout e song shi ni jue ding wo de shang xin and hw it realli applies to mi nw.........but i told her dat in love or relationships, deres no right or wrong.....i cant contradict myself......shld i make another move and ask her out directly?so many options but yet i dunno which to use.........DAM! feel so FRICKING helpless nw..........hate dis feeling
chong=(
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