SECOND POST!!!!

WARNING: THIS IS A STRAIGHT TO THE FACE TALK.... IF I OFFEND ANYONE... SO BE IT... WELL THATS ME... BECAUSE I'M FRANK ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT I SAID....

hahaha... ya just wanna talk about how i feel and stuff lar... so much on my mind now don't know where to start also.... hmmm today really a very good day for me lar... really... cause standards and poly frz celebrate b day although is a little cake but the surprise was the really present that i had...

u know... when i come to think about poly... i thought E24R was just another class which i will say hi bye to frzs because of the previous two class during last year.... i total lost touch with some or rather most of them because like ya.... hi bye don't click that kinda of problem.... then here come E24R i once told someone that it's just another pretentious class which i won't be really bothered about because it would be all the same all the way through out poly life.... but what makes be really surprise and changed my view almost totally is the time we spend together.... trying to get together go out as and when we can... eat together.... and there was another person.... we were on the train together and she told me the same thing... like what i see lar... a little more ture frzs in E24R rather then the last two sems where people ya.... not being themselves... E24R are the poeple that i can be more open just a little more or be more comfortable with because of my previous few experience with the two classes back then. however there are times where i can't really stand some people in my class.... only she knows it lar... cause i tell her (like duh!!!) but now i think things are changing because when you get to know the person more you tend to be more forgiving about his/her weak points i guess.... haha... shall i take back my words??? haha actually not... i still don't like but ya.. still forgiving is a virtue... LOL.... thanks E24R... u changed me quite a bit....

now standards... u know what i always tell ah boo.... brother thingy is shit because everyone is on thier own... some got gal frz some jioing gal... where got time... my idea of brotherhood is like strong lar... jio u sure say okay... or at least something like that... or like organizing stuff to do... always hang out... but it turn out to be crap because it seem that everyone is on thier own... i told ah boo many times that those have galfrz sure put galfrz first de then bro forgot liao... actually i still believe that was true.... HAHAHAHA... BUT!!!! what was the best solution to this kind of problem was to bring the gal also... which what kok kok had did... and i get to know a new frz also which is good... and another way to solve the problem was to hack care.... they will come when they want to... that kind.... but yeah i still stick to this kind of stuff.... but what changes was that.... no matter what... the time spend how long or how short doesn't matter because in each and every of our heart know that standard will always try their best to be there for you for now and forever (i hope) LOL.... everyone is changing lar.... andy become more mature and THINKS!!! ah boo ai yo... same same... yc and yx don't know lay... same to me also... KOK KOK also grew alot with galfrz around... u see got gal frz le ah guys starts to think liao LOL!!!! HAHA.... all those singles jia you ba.....

and the birthday thingy... i also don know lar.... i kinda of not use to it really... like i treat people nice(okay if i ever did) but i don't really expect a return or people to treat me back nice which is why i feel so awkward when there is a surprise going on... like ya... haha....

and JS.... hmmm.... i also don know how to say lay... u know.... when u come i was like wah have to send you home liao.... BUT i wasn't kinda of relief when u go home together with ky because i want to sent u home ma... contradicting right???? LOL i also don know lar... everytimes ask me to be with you... like -.- seriously it's not i don't want loh... i think i'm just running away from the problem lar... because it's like better this way... at least i won't hurt someone or something because there is no other way that kinda of feeling would be actually be back again... this is probably a mental suicide like i tell my frz because i just press down the feeling like i'm used to when i like someone or something, trying to get over the thingy... and be fuck up or something like that lar... which is like what ever lar.... thats why probably i got a lot of things to do also... haha.... but anyway.... u find a boy ba i not suitable really.... ;) and i also don know what to say lar.... words are hard to describe... only probably use your feeling ba like i always say.... cause it touches deep down your feelings.... :) and oh one more thing... i want to send u songs lay... nudge me when u free okay??? LOL.... haha!!!!!

AND THANKS ONCE AGAIN!!!!! i think i got a lot of things also haven say finish or forgot to say lar... but ai ya think and think and think also like that....LOL...... take care then.... may everything be smooth sailing for you guys