Friday, July 20, 2007

something juz dun feel right......

played $44 worth of pool wif e bros yst.....frm 8 all e wae to 2 plus- -.......dats crazy izit?
didnt played well yst at all......maybe cuz of my mood or wad la....but all dis juz seem to be excuses for mi....e bros all sae i emo and ask wad thing la.....told dem but in a "happi" wae la.....dunno y i always do dis....even wen i'm about to haf my heart broken....i still can be "happy" or wad.......seems likes i'm cheating myself....maybe i'm juz putting a false front to let her be happi.....wonder hw long can i hold on....?totally crap....wonder wad my chances are.....

chong

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